Welcome back to the Ultimate Blog Challenge January 13th, 2023 Day 13 #UBC. Today I actually received the prompt and was asked to share what process we use in our blog. I sat here this morning thinking about the prompt and I didn’t have a answer. At one time before we moved I had a system I used but that has gone out the window.
More times than not I’ve found myself struggling in the morning wondering what I need to do and why. From Homeschooling Charlie to housework and the Blog I find myself sinking again and again. I could blame it all on the move and part of it is that. As our bills have tripled. Which is putting more stress on David whose overtime went away.
This has caused us to get into debt I am not sure we will be able to climb out of. Then there is Charlie and school. Most days he only wants to sit on his game. I’ve begged and pleaded with David to take the game system out of Charlie’s room. Then put him back into school but neither of them want to listen to me.
I sit here looking at the front door day in and day out thinking I should just walk out and not come back. Would that fix these problems no, it wouldn’t. Would getting a job outside the home fix these problems yes, bill wise it would but not health wise. After not working for 15 years and my age it would be hard to find a job which would allow me to sit down.
Today all I want to say is Calgon take me away. As I hand all the problems over to the LORD because he knows our needs before we do and I know he has plans for our family and it isn’t to walk away and throw in the towel. There is many to be paid and somehow someway I will make it and get my life back on track. As well as become the mom and teacher Charlie needs as well as the wife and partner David deserves.
Thank you,
Glenda, Charlie and David Cates
