I failed yesterday and I admit it I bombed.
So today as I share my goals with you and how I did each day. I want you to know that yesterday I failed yesterday and I admit it I bombed. But I think it was because I was in shock over David losing his job.
Because the day started out the right way and I was on track to get my steps in. As I got up and got dressed and worked a bit and then we left to go run some errands. And we returned and I called and got Charlie registered for school. And gathered all the papers I needed.
Then I went and got on the Treadmill and that is when Davids mom called and told me about David losing his job. As he went to his parents instead of coming home to tell me first. And that hurt me a lot and he still doesn’t understand why. Or why I am upset with him.
So to get my mind off of it Charlie and I took off on our bikes and we rode around the park. And then I walked a couple times around the park. And then we came home and Charlie did his homework.
And later that afternoon we went and ran some errands and went to Target and I walked in there. Then we went to watch Charlie play Soccer. And I should have walked the park as I would have gotten my steps in. But I didn’t as I wanted to watch Charlie play.
So then we came home and I got back on the Treadmill but my foot and hip was hurting so badly that I didn’t get to use it as much as I wanted to. So by the time I went to bed last night I didn’t get in all the steps I needed. And that is my fault. So today I am more determined than ever to get my steps in. Come heck or high water.
And I did get all of my water in though as I wasn’t without a bottle all day yesterday. And that made me feel nice since I was able to get it all in. And let me tell you I noticed since I have been drinking more water I am not as hungrey. So I hope it is helping me lose this weight.
And last night for dinner David made us a Broiled Pork Chop and Mashed Potatoes with Cheese and Hominy. And dinner was so good but I was so full from all the water that I couldn’t eat that much of it. And earlier that day for lunch/ breakfast I had a Hot Dog from 7-11. And throughout the day a couple pieces of Turkey Lunch meat without any bread.
So I am not sure if I am losing weight or not which I hope I am. But I know I am trying. And I am not going to give up. As I am tired of looking like a huge elephant. And I want Charlie to be proud of me not embarrassed by the way I look. And right now I think he might be. And I can not platy with him the way I want to. So this weight has got to go and go now!!!
Thank you,
Glenda, Charlie and David Cates
