I’m late getting the lesson up this week because Charlie is going to public school part-time. I have had nothing but fear and nightmares since he returned to school.
We are on Day 3 and so far so good. Depression can happen to anyone at any time and with Charlie returning to school, these feelings remind me when Suzzane passed away.
I find all I want to do is sleep and for me, that isn’t good. Sleeping all the time is part of the reason I became overweight. I’ve decided once again to place my life in “GODS” hands. I will be the best wife, and mom I can be.
It is “Back to School for Charlie,”, I hated it and didn’t want it to happen but it did. I must pretend it is “OKAY” as it is the best thing for Charlie at this point. Although “NOT” what I’m screaming and why I’m still “Homeschooling” part-time.
To accomplish this, I need to get back on a schedule and work. The blog is a job, and I need to respect it and treat it like one. I need to get up in the mornings and take Charlie to school take my walk because I’m awake when I walk back in the door.
Then come home and clean the house and get dressed for work. Yes, I need to get dressed just like I’m leaving for a job because staying in PJs or all day will only allow me to sink back into a depression.
Then I need to come in and sit down to work, and I need to work which means staying off Facebook and not skimming emails. As Christmas will be here before I know it.
I need to get to work on this years Christmas Gift Guide. Which I’m changing my life. I’m going to kick this feeling of being depressed all the time.
I’m back to prove I am a Blogger and make this a job I’mProud of and help my husband in our home more. As well as become the mom, Charlie deserves.
Which means having his Homeschool lessons prepared each week on Sunday. Have dinner on the table each night and to be done working by 3 pm when Charlie comes home so I have time to help him with his homework.
Then we can go out and play once we’ve eaten. We need to be done with his homework before 7 pm and for all three of us to get us get in bed at a decent time.
I’m not going to worry about the finances anymore because I’mputting our lives in Gods hands. I’m just going to have faith that everything we are worried about or stressing over will work out for the best. As God knows our needs and he will take care of us.
I know he has brought Elle Emme and her son into our lives who are helping me out on the blog. As well as Thaleia Maher and her daughter Princess. I will work harder than I ever have to make this blog a place they are Proud to help with.
Which will allow me to make money to help my husband with the things we need. B more than that a place for other individuals to come and find the items they need for there families.
From reviews, and recipes, to Homeschooling Resources because I want to be a blog that your proud to visit and will want to come back to again and again.
Welcome to TheMommiesReviews.com if this is the first visit I would like to welcome you here. If you’ve visited before I would like to say Thank you for coming back.
If you or someone you know suffers from depression, Please share with me what they do to overcome it and to keep from sinking back into it. Because without your help and support I will not make it which isn’t fair to my friends or my family.
I ask not only for the Lords help but also for my friends and family as well. I know I can overcome this, but I know it will not be easy to do. I will never get better if all I do is lay around so out the door, I go on a nice brisk walk. Then back here to work until Charlie comes home. So stay tuned as we may hit some turbulence, but it will all make this a better site for everyone around me.
Thank you,
Glenda, Charlie and David Cates
