Some days I just can’t focus no, matter or how much there is to do or has to be done.Which is where I am at this morning as David started his new hours today from 4:30 until 5.
I am so grateful I have a man that will work such long hours so I can remain at home with Charlie. Although I feel guilty as I think I should be working. Which would be hard and we would end up paying someone to keep Charlie.
So I sit here today staring at the computer wondering and trying not to worry about what God has in store for us. As today is the day Tommy is supposed to come and tell us if he want’s us to move or not.
I wish I could say I am at peace over what ever happens but I am not I am scared and I can feel myself slipping back into depression as I wonder if we have to move.
How we can get settled before Charlie starts school and where the money will come from. Because moving isn’t cheap and even though David says it will work out and I know it will I am just terrified.
Charlie has a friend over today and they are bickering and I just want to run from the room screaming. I know it is crazy but I really wish my mom was here today.
All I can say is I thank God for Thaleia Maher as she has kept me busy and my mind off the things happening and no, matter what happens this evening I know God has it in the palm of his hand.
So I am going to get off and grab my book and hibernate in my room for a while and I will venture out in a bit and try and work. Although if it doesn’t happen I will be okay with it as I know it wasn’t Gods will.
Have a Blessed day,
Thank you,
Glenda, Charlie and David Cates
